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FML. seriously. FML

Journal Entry: Tue Nov 24, 2009, 5:30 PM
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"everything good that happens to her must not go unpunished."~ some unknown being out to make my life complete shit.

seriously. i had an AMAZING weekend. and it was topped off with a nice helping of hurt, abandonment, and having my heart broken.

So....I was told that he cares. A lot. And I was super excited. Bad thing is.... he got a girlfriend. Yesterday. it's not him dating that's making me sad. It's WHO he's dating. She's a total bitch to people. Like...seriously. I want him to be happy. But I have a feeling he'll only get hurt. And the thing is... I have a bit of a rule. You fuck up his life, and you deal with me. Which is actually kind of intimidating if you REALLY knew me. Sigh... and yet... ugh! why? why why why??? why him of all people?!?! why cant I fall in love with someone I have a chance with and not some fairy tale prince that doesn't belong in MY own story?

I'm off to go stop thinking about him. I don't want to cry anymore. Really, I don't. idk when i will be back on, considering i have to practice for choir, solo & ensemble, and the band... and being depressed, i really don't want to have anyone else worry about me. i'm prbly not even going to go on facebook or myspace for a while. :(

happy thanksgiving everyone

  • Mood: Miserable
  • Listening to: Again ~ Flyleaf
  • Reading: my writing
  • Watching: the cursor type across the screen
  • Playing: ack, too many convos!!!
  • Eating: chocolate
  • Drinking: monster

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I am a writer, photographer, singer, guitarist, chef, actress, otaku, fangirl, extra (the ppl in the background of movies and such), a dork, and myself.

I love the rain and winter and I love to take pictures of animals, plants, and REALLY old buildings.

I am relatively new to photography, but I love it. So, yeah, I am creative and random.

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  • Interests: Pure rock! The love of my life.
  • Favourite movie: Spirited Away
  • Favourite band or musician: Remeber the Affair or The Summer Highlight
  • Favourite genre of music: rock (especially pop rock and alt. rock)
  • Favourite artist: Robbuz
  • Favourite poet or writer: Ayn Rand and for fanfics, Historyinthemaking
  • Favourite photographer: myself
  • Favourite style of art: anime/manga, photography
  • Operating System: Windows Vista
  • MP3 player of choice: ipod 80 gig with video
  • Shell of choice: snail!
  • Wallpaper of choice: greek goddesses/gods!
  • Skin of choice: um...my own?
  • Favourite game: harvest moon series, naruto, bleach, animal crossing
  • Favourite gaming platform: DS
  • Favourite cartoon character: Kon!
  • Personal Quote: I am me and nothing more.
  • Tools of the Trade: camera, pencil, paper, color pencils, pastels, my imagination, oh wait. Kiliharu's tablet

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