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"everything good that happens to her must not go unpunished."~ some unknown being out to make my life complete shit.
seriously. i had an AMAZING weekend. and it was topped off with a nice helping of hurt, abandonment, and having my heart broken.
So....I was told that he cares. A lot. And I was super excited. Bad thing is.... he got a girlfriend. Yesterday. it's not him dating that's making me sad. It's WHO he's dating. She's a total bitch to people. Like...seriously. I want him to be happy. But I have a feeling he'll only get hurt. And the thing is... I have a bit of a rule. You fuck up his life, and you deal with me. Which is actually kind of intimidating if you REALLY knew me. Sigh... and yet... ugh! why? why why why??? why him of all people?!?! why cant I fall in love with someone I have a chance with and not some fairy tale prince that doesn't belong in MY own story?
I'm off to go stop thinking about him. I don't want to cry anymore. Really, I don't. idk when i will be back on, considering i have to practice for choir, solo & ensemble, and the band... and being depressed, i really don't want to have anyone else worry about me. i'm prbly not even going to go on facebook or myspace for a while.

happy thanksgiving everyone
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Sometime life throws you curveball, and you never know where you will end up. But when the dust settles, you will know in your heart where need to be.
There are good ships and bad ships but the best kind of ship is friendship!
I believe in Jesus Chris
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